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As if my wish was heard, my little sis said she would be walking around the circuit of Arunachala
hill (14km) . This is actually a spiritual yogic walk called Girivalam or Giri pradakshina and must
be having some significance, I don’t know . I didn't even bother to google its benefits , I immediately said I wanted to
join her in the walk too.
Now continuing with my previous post where I said I got up at
3 in the morning with just 1.5 hours of sleep, My sis and I after a bath and just a sip of water, set out for Girivalam at the
stroke of 3.45 from ‘Achalam’ our guest house, we walked to Sri Ramana ashram
which was some 500 metres( or may be less than a km) away. Traditionally, the girivalam starts and ends
from the Shiva temple (Annamalai) but ours started from ‘
Sri Ramana Ashram’. Needless to say, it
was pitch dark sky but the pathway was lighted with Sodium vapour lamps which
was laid or donated a few years back by Filmactor Rajnikanth(
another great devotee of Sri Ramana) to
facilitate the walkers.
There were a few people at that unearthly hour who were also
doing the girivalam but we slowly walked past them and after a few kms, the atmosphere was eerie
with herbal forest and cemetry on either side . I
chanted ‘Om nama Shivaya” and walked as fast as my legs could carry . I tried to
match up my sister’s stamina at all stages.
Traditionally, one has to walk in and out of all the 17 or 18
temples on the circuit, but like I said, I was not conforming to the rules and
so just bowed my head to all the gods I
could see on the circuit. All along the
road now, I could see many sadhus, god men in ochre robes sleeping on the foot
path with their alm bowls and a water bottle. How difficult it must be for
them to sleep in such humid weather but they know not of AC comforts.
There was no morning nip in the air, not even one leaf rustled, the trees were stand still, even then the still air was redolent with herbal aroma emanating from the forest around. A few people ( men) walked past us and a few we left behind but we continued our walk with the same pace as we started.
There was no morning nip in the air, not even one leaf rustled, the trees were stand still, even then the still air was redolent with herbal aroma emanating from the forest around. A few people ( men) walked past us and a few we left behind but we continued our walk with the same pace as we started.
6kms into the walk we had an husband and wife couple who walked right in the middle of the
road while we walked on the side of the road and just then when I glanced
sidewards, I could see the Arunachala hill showing up since the forest cover
had receded. At the very first look, it mesmerized me and I could absorb the vibes of
Arunachala. It surely was not like the regular mountain or mounds that I
often come across in the rocky terrain area where I live. Neither did I feel
anything, when I see the many rocky
hills and mountains at KRishnagiri enroute Tiruvannamalai. But, this mountain, surely oozed grace,
divinity and one sure could be cloaked
in bliss.
Again, the forest cover hid the mountain and all along my
walk the mountain was playing hide and
seek, and I enjoyed the game and
chanting “Arunachala Shiva” and slowly
when the twilight appeared, a beautiful cloud was hanging and it was a terrific
sight to catch, A photo would have done justice but I was walking bare hands.
pic courtesy: google images. this is close to how it looked to me at twilight with a cloud hanging across in haze
With all these hide and seek, The dawn had cracked and we
reached the main road. I had clearly completed 11 kms and more , Somewhere near the main road, we lost track of the couple who were
walking with us( we never talked though, not even me and my sis). At the main road, I realized,only I was sweating
profusely all along and my sister was totally dry.
The city traffic caught on and the stray dogs were plenty on
the very broad main road, I had to
negotiate carefully on the side walk where there was garbage all along and traffic of buses, cyclists and motorists. My pace slowed down although I continued
walking with out a break. I was sure, a slight knock by a cyclist would have brought me down to ground. my legs were wobbly yet they were walking. I sensed cramps in my lower half of the body and was slowly
losing my confidence to walk another 3 kms. I was wishing the temple tower was
in sight atleast that way I knew how much more I had to walk but the temple
tower was nowhere in sight. I glanced sideways now and could catch a full vision of Arunachala.
Now my sister was more than 100 meters
ahead of me and I was almost hoping I would fall down , the city traffic was
totally chaotic, add to that the many stray dogs which were fighting and coming closer to me.
I once again glanced sidewords to Arunachala for inspiration and decided I must push myself and start walking although I felt my legs were heavy and I felt my hands were swollen( but they were’nt) .
I once again glanced sidewords to Arunachala for inspiration and decided I must push myself and start walking although I felt my legs were heavy and I felt my hands were swollen( but they were’nt) .
Suddenly, my sister realized I was not close to her and
turned back, when I told her, I have cramps and I felt my hands were crampy too. She realized I was dehydrated due to excessive sweating ( she is a nutritionist)
and so she told me to drink juice or
water. Actually, I did’nt want to drink anything but did’nt want to swoon either so I walked to the nearest kiosk and
had a Ginger tea. It was an instant energizer
or atleast mentally for me. A few twists , turns and steps later, We were now
close to the temple tower, Now my pace
had definitely slowed to where I started
but I was still moving in good pace. I walked steadily now till I reached the
Ashram premises. And we had clocked 6.50 when we entered the Ashram right in
time for the breakfast at 7 in the dining hall.
When I stood still there for 10 minutes till the dining bell
rang, I realized my whole legs had jammed, I had to walk with heavy steps the whole day.
That I had walked 14
kms did’nt sink into me that time. I had Walked 14 kms of which 11 kms nonstop with uniform
pace and the rest of the 3 kms again almost nonstop but with slow pace with a 2 minute
break for tea - all in 3 hours and 5 minutes. Honestly, though many
walk bare foot effortlessly, I walked with my shoes on. But nevertheless, I felt I had accomplished something very great only
a day later. The whole effort was humbling in the end yet a sense of pride reigned.
After breakfast, I
spent some time in the Ashram library”Ramana Granthalayam” which is a beautiful
new building with an amazing collection
of books. Then later, I walked down the
ramp towards the shrine slowly watching the monkey's antics and as I was crossing over……. guess whom I
crossed path with?
Music maestro Illayaraja !!!
with no bouncers or bodyguards, he was moving around all alone. He is a
regular here and a great devotee. We came face to face in the Ashram twice but nobody bothered to
hound him for autographs or selfies . I then went to the main shrine again
drawn to the chants of Vedaparayanam and the Aksharamana malai chant was simply soulful.
WE had lunch at 11.30 and retired to our guest house and I
think I must have slept like a log catching on the previous night’s sleep and my weary legs must
have cried for rest.
But now a week later, slowly the moments are sinking in and I
am rejoicing and recollecting my
girivalam moments and am also amazed at my inner strength. That lovely
Arunachala hill and the Ashram moments come alive and float like those clouds when i close my eyes. One of the most fullfulling experience I have had in recent times. Absolutely fantabulous…or
say..... those words don't translate my feeling.....I am at loss of words to describe the experience. Girivalam – I want to do it again.
“There are many things that seem impossible only so long as one does not attempt them.”
André Gide
André Gide
P.S : I have walked more than 14 kms because we started off
from our guest house (more than 500
metres) and took a circuitious route after the tea near the temple to avoid traffic
( 200 plus steps)....so 14kms +500 metres and roughly 200 steps:)
I've done it only once and that was barefeet. had blisters on feet but it was worth every bit of it.
ReplyDeleteGod! how did you manage to walk with blisters? but definitely a fulfilling walk it must have been. My sister walked for the 5th time, while the last 4 were on barefeet, this time she walked with her shoes on. But it truly was humbling to see even old people and hunch backed walk barefoot. Even with shoes on, i had sore feet.
ReplyDeleteAsha,
ReplyDeleteIt was really nice to read your post. You have walked us through your experience so well that we can visualize each step.
Regards,
Veena
Thank you Veena. Glad you could have a virtual circuit. honored by your kind words!
DeleteWow! 14+ Kms!! You are so inspiring, Asha!! Loved your grit and determination. I so agree about our inner strength. We all have it in us, it's amazing what we can achieve when we realize its power. Kudos to you for successfully walking the Arunachala circuit!! Well done and proud of you! ♥
ReplyDeleteThank you for your generous kind words Shilpa...so like you. You are bang on about our inner strength which unless tested we ourselves never know.
DeleteWell done Asha. And yes, the quote is so apt.
ReplyDeleteIts amazing what strength faith can give. Surely the body is capable of so much more, if the mind wills it.
Thank you Ramesh and so true...our body listens to whatever our mind says.
DeleteKudos to ur grit n determination,Asha.truly inspiring
ReplyDeleteThank you....glad it inspired you:)
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